I always thought I had to prove myself to everyone, especially men, that I am a good person. I never thought I was worthy of anything, I was good enough for anything. I have lived my life in fear my whole life of making everyone else happy and never myself. Or not do something I really want to because I am afraid of what others might think or say. To find what “I” truly want instead of doing what I don’t want or like to do, to make everyone else happy. So, I have learned to be more kind to myself and to lighten up. I have found ME, well am still learning and finding me!! I used to be SOOOOO hard on myself and I beat myself up for even the littlest of things, but man someone can cheat on me with my friend and I can forgive him and try to work it out. So needless to say, the past few months have been the hardest of my life, but the best. I have found that I am so good at helping others, I love and forgive others, no matter what, but I hated myself and never forgave myself and found that I hate myself for things that I haven’t even done, but others have done. I also just recently had a relationship end that was 9 years and I loved that man more than I have ever loved another…but he was a liar and cheater. I am 49 and had a pretty horrible childhood, but very recently found it to be much worse then what I had remembered and found I had suppressed those memories. Hello Bernadette! I honestly don’t even know how I ended up here, but I am so glad I did! I have been going through a personal HUGE life transformation. So, the point is that we are all connected (so we ‘are’ ‘all’ animals) but in each incarnation we will have animals that most speak to our spirit. On my sister-site, I have a Celtic Astrology article going up tomorrow so that’s another perception of ‘Spirit, Totem, and Power Animals’.
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Take a look at How To Find Your Spirit Animal by Birthday and the Native American Zodiac. It’s absolutely possible to have 3 or more Totems and/Spirit Guides – especially because of how many different animals are represented in different astrology systems. What a sacred job you have! Those who prepare the dead for their ‘journey across the river’ are usually old souls who walk in both worlds. I’m finding that having two hands is not enough and I’m looking into getting surgery to become an Octopus ? I’m working hard to personally reply to all comments on both my sites – and. I say this because those of us who are Lightworkers – who work in the Woo Woo biz – believe that heaven, the other side, beyond the veil, et al is our ‘true home’.īutterfly Spirit, Totem, and Power Animal Kacie, I believe alllll these Butterfly experiences you’re having is your mom’s way of letting you know she is always with you – that she has your little one safe with her and they will both be there when you transition to the other side. Even when they get blown off course, Butterlfies find their way back to nest in the same sacred home of the preceding generations. See, when Butterflies migrate somehow generation after generation flies to exactly the same tree/spot as their ancestors. While Butterflies are one of the most archetypal symbols for transformation and transition, they have an even more amazing symbolism. Here’s what I think about your seeing so many Butterflies… Please accept my condolences for your family’s losses. I feel like they come to me as signs from my Mom just letting me know she is still here for me but now I’m wondering if maybe there is some deeper meaning I should look into. I still see the butterflies everyday but before (while I was still expecting) they were always yellow and now they come in different colors. Since the day I found out I have seen at least 1 butterfly almost every single day! Unfortunately, about 3 weeks ago we found out I had an early miscarriage. My husband and I found out I was pregnant with what would have been our first child in Aug. My mother passed away last year on November 3 and over the course of this past year I have grown a lot through my grieving and have found a strong desire to get closer to the spirit world around me and it continues to grow. I have never spent much time seeking out or learning about the impact animal spirits bring to our lives, if we are accepting enough to allow them to guide us.